Home » Forums » This Forum Is For Members To Share » Sharing Your Experiences -- Being With It All!

where do I go from here

Hi to u all I started doing divine opening 3 monthes ago,I did all the divine openings in the book, do I keep going with the same divine opening in the book or do I need to schedule with a divine opener I have to say that i still dont see a big improvment and that after doing a divine opening i usually feel worse,is it ordinary to feel realy deppresed after doing divine opening? tankyo oded
‹ holding vibration for someone?? Can someone suggest which one..... ›
»

moving forward from here

Hi Oded,
It's normal to feel just about anything after a Divine Opening. The book and the Level 1 course let you know how to go with the feeling and let it rise up the altimeter, so that you then feel more whole, more good-feeling energy, and have the intuitive sense that your life is changing for the better. The physical-world changes come in their own time, quickly or gradually.
It gets so that you can greet depression, or any other feeling, with curiosity and expectation of good. "Wow, I'm really depressed. That means I'm not in alignment with my Large Self. That means my life could be much more magical and feel so much better than it's been feeling. I wonder what will shift when I allow this feeling to move through me." And something will shift.
If you're having trouble with this, it's really, really worth it to get help learning how to do it.Also, sometimes someone else can help you recognize the signs that your life really is changing for the better, so you can consciously allow more of it to happen.
Divine Openings are powerful, and it's good to space them so that you have time to assimilate the energy. But you shouldn't be feeling that Divine Openings are some bitter medicine that it's "good for you" to take, so that you put it off out of fear. I'm guessing that if you're feeling the depression with each Divine Opening, you're somehow pressing your foot on the accelerator and the other on the brake at the same time, to use an image Lola uses a lot.
Getting sessions with Lola or another Divine Openings Giver, or using the First Aid special topics, or going through Level 1 slowly and listening to Lola help other people apply the material to their individual situations, can give you the extra help you need to take your foot off the brake and move forward at a pace that's easy for you.
Love,
Annon Cala (Divine Openings Giver)

thankyo

firstly i want to thank u for your replys, i can understand that its a process but i worrie that if i want to be efficiant and balanced and function properley in life the divineopening taikes me of balance to some extent especially in the first days after doing the divineopening.maybe i need to do it more slowly and gredually.about asking the divine u know not always the divine do what u want him to do and i am shoure he has his good reasons:)so its not i am not asking to sooth things for me... anyhow i think i will continue but with a slower pace again tankyo and have a wanderfull day oded

where do I go from here

I, too, sometimes have trouble assimilating after an Opening. Remember, you can always ask the Divine within for help with that or anything else you need. The depression and other low vibration feelings are brought up for you to feel fully. I remind myself that the Divine has brought them to me to help me and that it is a great opportunity for me to move up the vibrational scale by feeling them fully. Before I go to bed I ask the Divine to move any stagnant energy while I sleep. This is very helpful to me. Some times I wake from a dream engulfed in the vibration of that dream. It may be fear, frustration, anger or any low vibe feeling. Again, I see it as an opportunity, and try to feel it fully. I have been doing D.O.s for 3 years now and felt like I was behind everyone else or not doing it right or whatever. Those were all victimizing stories of my mind. I dropped those stories about myself and now I am making great progress. Keep your mind on the prize, whatever it may be for you. It will happen. It may also be helpful to put more time between D. O.s so you have more time to assimilate them.

breathe and be gentle with yourself

Hello Tankyo - I will agree that we all have our own journey with Divine Openings and yours will unfold exactly as it should. Be gentle with yourself and breathe, in fact take several deep breaths engage your stomach and not just your lungs. Ahhh, doesn't that feel good! Grace is constantly showering down upon you and the divine openings energy is moving; your job is to let it in and not take score so soon! I would suggest if you have not already done so, to get the Diving In and Soothe Yourself audio's. The recording for diving in is very helpful as it takes you step by step to go deeper within and truly feel. I experienced it as if Lola was right next to me guiding me through my feelings maze and I could 'see' my large self comforting me as I felt through any of the lower or scary feelings. Sometimes those feelings 'hide' from us as we have spent several years numbing out to them. So be gentle, slow and caring with yourself - dive in and those feelings will move up the altimeter. The soothe yourself audio is absolutely fabulous as Lola expresses multitudes of effective questions to take your mind off of the issue it is focusing on. You will teach your mind to flip to thoughts that are more uplifting and that give you more hope. If you are having a bit of a time letting go; prostrating will help a great deal. I experienced the need to hold onto things in my life a little longer than comfortable - and prostrating to the Divine was the key that helped me let go. I had to physically lay it down with my body so I could truly let God handle it. Remember to focus on what is working well in your life and all the great things that make your life easier; then let go and let the Divine do the heavy lifitng for you. Dive into your feelings and tip your nose up and focus on what you have to be grateful for - you will be amazed at how your life will transform. Keep in mind that getting more divine openings will only speed up the energy that is moving and if you are not diving into your feelings then it's like you are tapping the break and the gas at the same time - it won't feel so good. So dive in - everything is alright, comfort yourself and know that your loving large self will be there with you through it all. Love and Hugs, Karen Doty - Divine Openings Giver

Stick with it

I'll share with you my experience. Everyone's experience is different. This is THE BEST resource I've found for truly changing and experiencing life's magnificance. If you are feeling depressed, it's where you have "resistance" that wants to move into higher vibrations. I started Divine Openings in March 2011 ... as I read the book and did the openings, I experienced the range of emotions, and sometimes it felt like things were getting "worse" .... but it's just energy moving. That you're feeling depressed is a good thing and shows that energy is moving, telling you where there is resistance or a blind spot. Feel it, surrender and give it to God, as many times as you need to. I find personally it requires diligence, practice, changing old habits. I've had "revelations" by practicing the "diving in" process on my own, in a flash understood the reason for longstanding fears, depression, and in a flash, letting go of the story as the energy moved and I was "free." It's conscious choice to "stick with it", there's no miracle cure that suddenly makes everything "better." AND, truly Grace does 90%. It takes practice. And a huge key is to not beat yourself up, not judge yourself or make yourself wrong. It's okay to get angry at God, it's even okay to doubt Divine Openings, but don't give up or write it off, coz if you stay with it, you'll move the energy to a higher vibration. I also found in the first few months of Divine Openings that I was SOARING and blissed out ... whoa, Nelly ... I wasn't ready, and fell flat on my face and broke my nose(which healed miraculously)along with other stuff (physical, financial) where I expereinced depression, fear, the gamut of lows. I knew it was necessary to my "evolution" and Divine Openings walked me through, gently taking me through the "lows" and helping me to raise the energy, and to understand it from a totally freeing perspective. It's not like I've arrived, it's more of a process where as things come up, I've developed new habits, new awareness that gets me through. I have been doing the courses SLOWLY, have read and re-read the book three times, and am on my 2nd time through Level 1. My New Year's gift to myself will be Level 2. I strongly suggest you sign up for Level 1 if you haven't yet. The audios are extremely helpful. And keep reading the book. And by all means, call on the help of a Divine Openings giver if you feel it's the next step for you. Spread out the openings. Take your time. Don't give up. I've been "cured" of spiritual seeking, Divine Openings has enriched my spiritual life (I'm a church going Protestant who loves Jesus, and a recovering new age junkie--loved those "highs" and still do:-) Divine Openings will help you, stick with it, keep the course!