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I'm on week 3 and am finding that life has been flowing more smoothly and vibrantly, with a serendipitous work and career opportunity (complete with signs!) that have eased financial pressures. I'm also enjoying a wonderful new hobby (vegetarian cooking!) My intention has been to go slow. I've been able to dive in, sooth, or ride the troughs (surf analogy)and raise my altimeter, and am consistently feeling peaceful; though, in the area of my relationship, I frequently feel irritated and annoyed with/by my husband,to the point where I turn into a screaming banchee. Ugh. So un-spiritual of me. Even though I know all feelings are good and telling me something, I feel like there's something "wrong" with me for not being able to navigate this more smoothly (I also think my hormones have something to do with the intense feelings). It's been my intention to have a better relationship. We are together continually, work together - from home. I almost skipped week three ... I recognized my resistance and stuck with it. Moving and dancing around has opened creative channels .... YAY! But the day of silence ... I have a lot of flexibility in my lifestyle and take a couple hours almost every morning for reflection, silence, and in addition, take time most days to be in nature outside. The full or even half day of silence -- the week's almost over,and it's not happening for me. I don't know how to work it in! And can't find my way to making a commitment to set the time aside. I don't watch media, I take a day off from e-mail each week. Maybe I need to come back to it, maybe one day I'll just be "ready." Interesting... last night I had a dream that I was talking with Lola -- a brunette Lola! I was sort of lucid and knew she was telling me important things (and couldn't figure out why she had brown hair). I think the dream may have been connected to my looking at pictures earlier that day, of me and my parents when I was very little ... they looked so young and beautiful, I looked so precious and innocent. It made my eyes well up with tears. I think there was some "Mother Love" going on in the dream (my mom was a brunette when she was young). I love Divine Openings. Lola, if you read this, thank you so much ... this is a gift and service to humanity. I know personally as it becomes more and more of part how I create and live, I pass it forward to others.
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Level 2 experiences

EQs have been very, VERY effective this week. In my relationship, I've been asking how great would it be, how would it feel, to be madly in love with my husband again. I've asked him EQs, too, to diffuse potential arguments. It's helped me to "give it over" to the Presence, to turn stress-anxiety into excitement and expectation, and to generally be more "awake." EQs have given my mind something to grab on to when the old scary stories pop up. I even used EQs to diffuse a political argument. Perfect tool for getting someone ( myself included) to think out of the box when complaining or bemoaning.