how does this healing thing work?

Hi friends, I'm in unfamiliar territory here. I haven't had so much as a cold in years and 2 months ago I became sick with something unusual for someone my age (under40). I now have a residual complication virtually unheard of in someone my age. I've figured out how I manifested it (I think) but ive also let that go. Now I want to be free of this and all the side effects that come with it. I'd love to hear about how people heal themselves, others etc. Thanks

More suggestions re healing

Hi Nicole,
Some suggestions on healing...
You can tell yourself that the condition is a physical reflection of some resistance to the unfolding of something new and more expansive, more joyous and wonderful in your life, and let your mind rest in the vibration of what you are moving into--the happiness, excitement, peace, freedom--whatever feeling is calling you forward. Don't focus on the condition--if you need to know anything more than you've "figured out" on how you created it, it will come better on its own than if you dig for it.
Know that there is an expansion that Grace is bringing you which is more than "returning" to health--you're moving forward into new health and deeper joy, and more sweet energy flowing through your body. You don't have to know "how it works" or "how to do it."
If you need to dive in to physical or emotional feelings around the health condition, do it to feel better rather than to "fix it". Trying to fix it is concentrating on the problem--doesn't help. Don't even TRY to feel better. Just choose to be with where you are without resistance, embracing it softly, and the energy will move on its own.
If you're able to redirect your thoughts, appreciate/rave about everything you can. See everything that IS good about your life, and your body. Do things that you're able to that feel good. Stay soft and talk lovingly to yourself.
The better you feel, the more loving you are to yourself and what's around you, the more Grace can flow through your body, your consciousness, and your life, and the health condition will fade away.
Applaud every moment of feeling better, and give yourself all the time in the world. Never set an "I should be better by" timetable for yourself.
An example, though less dramatic than Deborah's, might be helpful? When I returned from the 5 day, I hadn't learned to allow that wonderful expansion into my day-to-day life, and I hurt my back in the middle of some work I wasn't feeling great about. It hurt even when I was sitting still. My friend, who had also just returned from the 5 day, did some of the physical healing that Lola had shown us. When she had finished I had gone deeper into the Presence and felt a mild state of bliss and enough energy to go down to my new massage office and spend 3 hours happily working on the interior instead of lying down and nursing my back, which actually felt better for the moving around. Over the next few days my back felt better and better, and I got much better at allowing the sweet expanded state of the 5 day to be the new "normal."
The point being that the physical healing started in the way I felt, and then my body changed to match that vibration.
Wishing you all the best, and sending a Divine Mother hug along with this post...
Love,
Annon (Divine Openings Giver)

Hi Nicole, I don't have an

Hi Nicole, I don't have an "answer" but can share my experience. I'm a musician, teach and perform (vocal and piano). About 2 months after I started Divine Openings(spring 2011) I experienced a severe hearing loss, a "cold" had settled in my ears, somewhat common in young children, but not my age (50ish). I never had issues with my hearing, and it seemed suddenly, it was compromised to a degree that it affected my work and my passion. Several weeks later, I had a "freak" accident where I tripped and landed flat on my face and smashed my nose, also tied into the vocal mechanism (and of course, I looked pathetic with swollen black eyes and a big boo boo across the bridge of my nose. How convenient that I was already seeing an ENT. Fortunately, the nose has healed perfectly, and over the course of weeks, my hearing gradually came back, and though it's not yet 100% (affecting ability to hear low sounds), it hasn't affected my ability to sing and hear pitches. I understood the hearing loss as blocked energy moving. I have a general idea as to why this happened with the hearing, but it doesn't matter to me to analyze the specifics or "stories" around it. I've given to the Divine. As for the fall, in looking back, I was moving so fast energetically, that I needed to slow down, which I did. I may be the slowest most "cautious" moving Divine Opening "practitioner" (self appointed practitioner:-) on the planet. It'll all be okay, and I'm sure others will have some insight to share here, which I'm eager to read, too. Be assured, it's all good.