Feedback from Life
In another post I talked about my progress. I just wanted to update that after a lot of death grip on my job and money situation and then (finally and exhaustedly) letting it go, today I felt the flood. Things have smoothed out somewhat with my dog walking job, but I am still not getting enough hours to pay the bills, especially if I move. Things smoothed out with my friend and he was tossing me lawn mowing jobs here and there to do on my own. Then because of the fight we had I ended up going to get assistance from a local food bank and they are helping me get into my own apartment. Well she also gave me a job lead with a coffee shop. I had previously given up on trying to get a coffee shop job. I went in for the interview this morning and she hired me on the spot. Her face was very happy and she told me things about her previous career life and said, "I don't normally tell people this,...." I've heard that three times this week. It means the world to me that people trust me upon first meeting! I value that SO much it makes me scream for joy!
Anyway, I came home and SCREAMED I was so happy about my new job! They are going to be flexible with my dog walking job too. I can't wait to start training. Then about half way through the day an old friend of mine texted me offering to train me to learn real estate photography! This job would pay a lot more than the dog walking and is part time. Since I am trying to build my skills this is an excellent opportunity. This also fits in great to my dream of supporting local business (an aspect of my dream)! He also said he is being brought on to do some outdoor photography and he wants to see if we can pair up. He'd do the photography and I would do the writing. I love to write and this would also help me build my skills for my dream! YAY! And maybe I would stop posting such long one's here! LOL
THEN, I got a call from another pet sitting job I applied for about a week or few days ago. I'm always lost in time and can never remember specifics! So she wants to talk to me about possible employment! When I had talked to her sort of co-worker about this she made it sound like I might not hear from her for a month!
I forgot to mention that my roommate has been teaching me some web skills with photos also and I have been working with her as well but very minimally and then she's been also giving me more work.
And in about three days time I learned Final Cut Express enough to spit out a visual video for my friend's band. He loved the video and asked me if we could talk about possibly becoming a VJ (visual dj) for his band!
This is going to really help me build up my finances so I can move into my own place and start providing things for my daughter that she needs. So much more has been going on but my posts are always so long I feel a little guilty, tee hee! I just get so excited (be it high or low) I can't help it! I couldn't decide where to move to so I asked for guidance on that and it was provided through these job offers that will keep me where I am and make my daughter very happy so she can attend the school she wants to. But even as I write all this I know it can all change so quickly now. The coffee shop job all transpired in about 2 -3 days! So its good to have a lot of this distraction so I can keep my mind off trying to control what will work out and what won't.
I am REALLY feeling that I let it in today though! A couple of weeks ago I really thought I was going to have to move to a homeless shelter! HA HA The only thing I can really put a finger on is a lot of this I just let go. I was fighting it SO hard just a week? ago. Two weeks ago? And so I had been prostrating like crazy and bouncing around like a rubber ball. Finally I just resolved to slowing down and working my one dog walking job and a little photo resizing and a little lawn mowing. I pretty much just gave up looking for jobs in my dream field like photography and video editing which I have no formal training for! hee hee. And that's when they showed up! The feedback is that these opportunities are presenting themselves not whether they actually work out or not. I am still following guidance and waiting for my next steps.
The apartment situation is a bit curious. I am being offered help and the place that was recommended to me as being the best has a three year wait list! What the heck?!? So my daughter says to me, "I guess we're not suppose to be there!" LOL Who knows right? That's another little adventure.....
With Love and Appreciation and a little squealing!!
Renee





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Also my daughter got her first pet sitting job today too! I totally spaced it! She'd put up flyers to try and pet sit close by where we live. She's had them up for a month or so now and finally got her first job! ha ha ha its great.......
Renee