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Hello everyone and a very Happy Christmas to you all... I would or rather need further help than the #1 on-line course I am on, but as money is an issue for me still, would like your help in any suggestions as to which First aid course to take, wish I could get them all, but, for the meantime have decided to get myself a present for Christmas.... I am always thinking that people are judging me by what I look like and as that always has been an issue for me (longstanding low vibration brought on by childhood!) always thinking if i was better looking I'd be liked better, or if only my skin wasn't so wrinkled I'd be liked better, very vain I'm afraid but nonetheless the way I look affects the way I act, somedays are better than others, but as I say it's always been my issue and am always looking for a miracle cure...(unending search for solutions.)I have tried diving in but can't really hit the right feeling about which to dive into, whether it be loneliness, acceptance,ugliness,unworthiness or anything else.....too many feelings seem to come up. I do feel mch better sometimes but then I look in the mirror and then let myslef be governed by hoping to see myself better looking....sorry, but that's the way I feel.....Completely obsessed by it.... Anyway, should I get the first aid course of Over "Analytical mind" or ""Anxiety and depression" Which one would any of you lovely people suggest, this is getting unbearable for me.... Does anyone or has anyone else had anything similar in their lives? Would like to hear from any of you who might know how i can get out of this hole and start really enjoying my life and forgetting all these terrible and hurtful thoughts.... I hope i do get some answers from some of you. Love and blessings to you all..... I want to get one of the first aid retreats, but am not sure
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So Lovely

Cathy- I just love your response to Angie. Even when just thinking about looking at things and myself with my Divine eyes, I feel the shift inside me immediately. Your post was so loving and so right on. I clearly needed to read it. Thank you so much! Grace and love to both of you! Tasha

Through the Eyes of The Divine..

Hello Angie,

What a wonderful gift to give yourself - a first aid retreat!  My sense is that you might want to consider the Relationships Retreat because the vibration that I'm picking up from your letter is about your relationship with yourself.  While one might think that the Relationships Retreat is about improving relationships with others, it really is about softening and deeping your relationship with yourself first - soothing and loving yourself.  If you decide to do that one, as you read Lola's words and listen to the audios, put yourself in relationship with yourself.  Know that the Divine does not judge you and sees you only as the beautiful person that you are.  

As I go through my day as a Divine Openings Giver and Healer, I like to play a little game - I call it "Looking through the eyes of the Divine."  I shift my perspective from my "human" eyes to my Divine eyes.  It's amazing how colors shift, how feelings shift, and my peripheral vison widens!  What would happen if you could look in the mirror and see yourself through the eyes of the Divine?  I'd recommend that you play with this idea - lightly!  When you find yourself looking in the mirror, soften your vision and listen to what the Divine says about that person in the mirror. Truly listen, because your Large Self never judges you, never criticizes, and sees you only as worthy.  If you find yourself criticizing, know that that is your small self wanting to do it's usual thing.  Firmly tell it to mind its own business and shift back to looking through the eyes of the Divine. I'd even recommend that you start practicing with your Divine eyes by going for a walk, looking at nature or children playing or whatever already brings you joy and notice how your vibration rises when you use your Divine eyes. Only after you've practiced for awhile, allow yourself to look in the mirror.  And only for very short periods until you can shift easily into your Divine eyes.  

Remember, everything we experience is vibration.  You've been in a vibrational habit that is about self-judgement - especially around your physical appearance.  Shifting that vibration is a gentle process and if you can think of it in terms of gradual change, you'll make it easier on yourself.  

With love,

Cathy Ulrich