I've been with Divine Openings since March 2011, read the book 2ce and went through Levels 1 & 2 two times, yet still found I was "suffering" from long-held vibrational habits and feelings long resisted and not yet "free". As much as I wanted to go on to the Level 3 matrix, or even attend a 5 day silent retreat, I knew I wasn't ready, and feeling a little frustrated about what exactly was "blocking" my pipes (ie I still woke up with anxiety and worry, and though I'd be able to sooth, point my altimeter up, and even dive in and relax, it was chronic). Then something happened, loss of income source, where my "ghosts from the past" came to visit in full regalia. Thankfully, DO gave me the tools for understanding why and what was going on and what to do. It wasn't even a conscious decision to read the book again, I just found myself picking it up and starting at the beginning. It was like reading it for the first time, only this time, more profoundly, with more understanding, and this time with the experience to go even deeper. This was 3 weeks ago. I am reading and re-reading sections, going back and reading again what I've highlighted, savoring, allowing it to "sink in" and raise my vibration, and embracing the "ghosts". There seem to be layers, and it's almost like each day, a new "ghost" shows up, but I can see almost instantly what "triggered" the ghost's appearance, where the "story" comes from, how it's been playing out. I allow myself to feel it without the story, dive in, relax, and raise the vibration. I've been waking up feeling calm for over a week, and feel I'm making progress in changing habits and retraining my left brain, being gentle on myself. Most of this is Ancient Mind stuff or "inherited" from my family ... it's not even ME. It makes me sad for not just myself, but others before me, for their suffering, and mad that it's bogged me down, that I didn't have the tools to handle this or understand it fully, and that it's clogged my pipes for so long. I'm grateful that I can neutralize old vibrations and turn back the "delivery truck" of unwanted outcomes. And believing that consistently raising and living in a higher vibration is the best thing I can do to make the world a better place gives me hopeful expectation for purpose and a life live where the best is yet to come.